THE PLAYERS
Michael Gould — keyboards, vocals
Peter Harris — guitars
THE COMMENTARY
LYRICS
you are here walking next to me
but i’m still all alone
you are here ‘cause you’ve had to be
but now your cover’s blown
how could this be
i never heard it coming
thrumming the back of my head
how could this be
i never heard the drumming
drowning every word you said
yesterday was that really you
or was it mrs. hyde
yesterday I got a different view
a look at you inside
how could this be
how could you leave me lying
denying to cover your crime
how could this be
how could you leave me crying
i’m dying one drop at a time
how could this be


Behind the Song

How can you write a new song when you have another melody stuck in your head? Sometimes it's a long way around.
Jimi Fischer recommended me to a friend of his who was a songwriter. John had written a song, a love song, in need of a lyric, so I agreed to take a shot at it.
I have no idea why or where this lyric came from, but this is what came out. I sent it to John, knowing full well that it was not the romantic turn he was looking for. And it wasn’t.
So I got together with another friend — Dave Monterey — and wrote a second lyric for John’s melody, “Leave It to Me.” Apparently, he didn’t like that one either as he never responded.
So now, we had two sets of lyrics, completely different in tone and style, but written to the same song, so they had the same rhyming and rhythmic structure. In other words, the songs are cousins. But it was impossible for me to use either, because I had John’s music stuck in my head, tied to both sets of the lyrics. Arggh.
Time passed, and Dave Monterey, Chuck Peden and I were co-writing songs for an album together. So Dave and I thought, “Chuck never heard the original song. Let’s give him Leave It to Me which we did, and together changed and added some lyrics. Chuck wrote the music for Leave It to Me, uncomplicated by John’s original music.
That creation worked as a brain palate cleanser for me, erasing John’s song from my head and clearing the way for me to write my own version of How Could This Be.
And I did. The Leeg played and performed it. But I was never satisfied.
So when I was gearing up to make this album, I decided to take another crack at it and I zeroed it out, started fresh writing an entirely new song, which is what you hear here.
As usual, many thanks to Peter Harris for his simply magical guitar part.